Today is the last day which NA class are having lessons, and which lots of people didnt attend school. Well, many of you know I didnt even went to school for the past 3weeks except for one of the Wednesday. I remember it as Wednesday cause I wanted so badly to play captian ball. x= Maybe thats my last time playing with you all. Though its was a short while, as I wasnt in Pe tee Mr wong shoo me off court, I enjoy that short while. I didnt regert for ponning school, but I regert for not spending time with all of you. I miss the crappy time I had in class. Arguing with teachers, playing a fool and stuff like that.
Everyone was so emotional today. The post in their blogs are so saddening. Not just the 402ian, even the 403ian and 404ian. Everyone was feeling down, ya? Having the feeling of leaving/separating was sad. I always tell myself, theres always next time/ next year/ next meet up. We can always ask them out. But now I realise, it will no longer be the same. The fun of being in the same class, screaming at each other. Everything will be gone. I look at this class with envy, only after mid year. I finally could sense that this class have a stronger class spirit than the other 2 NA classes. And just when I started to like this class more and more, parting have to be done.
I was acting tough today. WanLing (403ian) was talking about this topic in maple with me, Jacjac and Fenny. The three of them, definitely were very sad, yet I take it in a joking manner. But actually I wanted to so much to cry/scream/shout it out that I am actually so sad, so down. I supposed they take me as a heartless person. I dont mind anyway. Cause if I am them, I will feel this way too. Anyway, this paragraph is just my confession.
Honestly, I believe everyone will be promoted to Sec 5, isnt it? Everyone is striving hard for this N paper. Well, maybe except me.
Quoted from Gundam Seed: [If one did nothing because he tells himself that he won't make a difference.. He'd end up doing even less. Then nothing would change.]
So, everyone do your part even if its just a minor one. Its does make a difference. (=
P.S: I left the Title out as I dont know what to put.
And sorry, this post is kind of long, and "lo so".
And, Best of luck to everyone. Jiayous.
Take care!
XueQi signing off.